CamiSchizoidAndroid

Set off to be alone To satisfy my need to feed off lonely souls I'm going to die alone With my broken heart and soul surrounding me And I'm betting that I wont surface From this sea of misery The guilt I'm going to have to face Is beckoning me Set off to live my life Without a doubt that my mind's been lost Persona of a loner I've got as much scrambled brains as a drunken stoner You'd better back off soon or you'll see- Just how much my heart can hold mercy From this cage, there's no way to be free So please just leave me be I'm going to hold your ground But there's no way out Here where I've drowned, been unwound Where I'v

It was never there Too white, too fake Swallowing despair... Hold yourself steady, for god's sake Keep telling yourself with a lie Tomorrow there'll be no more tears to cry No one screamed so hard that night Except the one that died And the mother of which, petrified with fright, Never allowed any tears to be spilled Over the hardened, swollen, bloodless cheeks With no more happiness could they be filled No more mercury of life, no more scarlet blush To forgive and forget one would be truly skilled Nothing, nothing to sieze and flush Because they couldnt walk away from something so white and fake Seeking any form of freedom...

It sits, it stirs behind your eyes Evil lies, the speechless dwelling Waiting to unleash, unwind and bind your mind Seemingly so invitingly kind Taking so much pleasure, evil warps, Kind man looking down to a smiling corpse You're my disaster, my vice that clenches and constricts The whisper that smiles when it's child self-inflicts What kind of trickery is it When you hear it whisper "what next to slit?" Evil whispers and clings, swollen shadows of solemn apathy So much sadness, laughing as it writhes in agony